Journal 1 week four

What makes me...
Happy.
1. Being home
2. Being right
3. The sound of my wife’s laughter
4. When my kittens fall asleep on my lap.
5. Having a full fridge and cupboard.
6. Working out
7. Sleeping in
8. Cooking
9. Video games
10. Volunteering


Want to Cry.
1. Not being able to articulate what I feel in words.
2. Trying as hard as I can and still not succeeding.
3. Not being sure that there is something more to existence.
4. Friends that I no longer talk too.
5. Wondering if my writing is any good or just trite.
6. Wish you were here by Pink Floyd (inspired by Alexandra K)
7. Not getting the most out of the day (usually from sleeping to late).

Afraid
1. Failure- Not being able to make a life for my family is the type of failure I am talking about. It can involve money but does just include that. I also mean failure to realize potential.
2. Death-self explanatory
3. Loneliness
4. Leaving those I love alone.
5. My cancer returning…